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"Stop working for the gold stars"
"Stop making art to win awards"
Normally the ideas get buzzing with this podcast for me - but this one really set off those thoughts.
I've felt the shift in myself since the first time I tried this artist thang. Initially I was buzzing for every single like and comment (back circa 2015/16 whenever I started posting). That is by no means to say I am not happy when I get them now, I am still left smiling - but I think what means more are the conversations I'm having in my DM's with other artists that lead to coffee's and calls across the pond and inspiring pushes to completion. It has been wonderful. It feels more about building something that I am both a part of and is bigger than me? I don't know, maybe that reads as egotistical? But what I mean is that art has in the last year become a means of expression again as well as a service and I like that balance. I make update videos mostly - for self accountability! (press record - it's like being observed ha) I make them into longer videos - because I like seeing my progress! (it reminds me I can do it!) I edit short videos - because I like doing it and it keeps that muscle moving. I write on this blog, fully knowing hardly anyone is coming here - because I feel like it's good for -my brain; so it's less full -my accountability; I pre-write the blog posts for when I've finished what I'm working on -an account; I think we learn so, so much from reflecting and looking at what we've done and learnt And most importantly I paint because I have something to say that I ain't got the words for. It's feelings and images and thoughts and dreams and weird stuff that comes out much better as a painting than it would if I tried to say it. So, If an artist makes art in the forest and nobody is around to see it - what's the point?
It feels sometimes like social media is inundated with artists - especially when you run an art account and your for you page is a different artist every 0.5 seconds.
It feels overwhelming. It can feel oppressive if you let it. If you give your brain the chance to take it and warp it - it's great fodder for the cynical argument What's the point of making anything - someone already is.
bonus thought- (and they're better).
So I think the better questions to ask are:
Would you make art, even if no one was watching?
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